1 00:00:06,756 --> 00:00:09,426 - - 2 00:01:21,706 --> 00:01:24,209 - - 3 00:02:46,958 --> 00:02:48,460 Come with me. 4 00:03:28,083 --> 00:03:31,461 - - 5 00:03:32,879 --> 00:03:34,923 Tom: Hey. 6 00:03:35,006 --> 00:03:36,716 This is Susan. 7 00:03:36,800 --> 00:03:38,968 I told her it was safe here. 8 00:03:41,054 --> 00:03:43,598 Hi, Susan. 9 00:03:43,640 --> 00:03:45,350 I'm Laurie. 10 00:03:49,437 --> 00:03:52,524 Would you like to join us? 11 00:03:59,197 --> 00:04:00,782 ♪ Everybody is wondering ♪ 12 00:04:00,865 --> 00:04:04,828 ♪ What and where they all came from ♪ 13 00:04:04,869 --> 00:04:07,914 ♪ Everybody is worrying about where they're gonna go ♪ 14 00:04:07,997 --> 00:04:10,625 ♪ When the whole thing's done ♪ 15 00:04:10,709 --> 00:04:12,794 ♪ But no one knows for certain ♪ 16 00:04:12,877 --> 00:04:17,215 ♪ And so it's all the same to me ♪ 17 00:04:17,257 --> 00:04:22,637 ♪ Think I'll just let the mystery be ♪ 18 00:04:22,721 --> 00:04:25,765 ♪ Some say once gone, you're gone forever ♪ 19 00:04:25,849 --> 00:04:28,810 ♪ And some say you're gonna come back ♪ 20 00:04:28,893 --> 00:04:31,980 ♪ Some say you rest in the arms of the Savior ♪ 21 00:04:32,063 --> 00:04:34,941 ♪ If in sinful ways you lack ♪ 22 00:04:35,025 --> 00:04:38,236 ♪ Some say that they're coming back in a garden ♪ 23 00:04:38,278 --> 00:04:41,698 ♪ Bunch of carrots and little sweet peas ♪ 24 00:04:41,740 --> 00:04:45,744 ♪ Think I'll just let the mystery be ♪ 25 00:04:48,204 --> 00:04:49,914 ♪ Everybody is wondering ♪ 26 00:04:49,998 --> 00:04:54,085 ♪ What and where they all came from ♪ 27 00:04:54,169 --> 00:04:57,297 ♪ Everybody is worrying about where they're gonna go ♪ 28 00:04:57,380 --> 00:04:59,758 ♪ When the whole thing's done ♪ 29 00:04:59,841 --> 00:05:02,093 ♪ But no one knows for certain ♪ 30 00:05:02,135 --> 00:05:06,264 ♪ So it's all the same to me ♪ 31 00:05:06,306 --> 00:05:10,477 ♪ Think I'll just let the mystery be ♪ 32 00:05:12,645 --> 00:05:21,363 ♪ Think I'll just let the mystery be. ♪ 33 00:05:25,283 --> 00:05:28,286 Laurie: So there's a bathroom down the hall. 34 00:05:28,328 --> 00:05:30,330 It's not locked, 35 00:05:30,413 --> 00:05:32,665 but as long as you're in there after 9:00, 36 00:05:32,749 --> 00:05:34,376 you probably won't see anyone. 37 00:05:36,586 --> 00:05:40,298 I need to go across the street to get some of my things, 38 00:05:40,382 --> 00:05:43,468 but if it's okay, I'd like to come back 39 00:05:43,551 --> 00:05:46,471 and sleep here for the next few nights 40 00:05:46,513 --> 00:05:48,515 so you're not alone. 41 00:05:48,598 --> 00:05:50,141 Is that okay? 42 00:05:54,145 --> 00:05:56,147 These are for you. 43 00:05:57,982 --> 00:05:59,651 Oh, and... 44 00:06:01,194 --> 00:06:04,030 my number is the only one programmed in there, 45 00:06:04,114 --> 00:06:07,575 so if you need anything ever, you just call me. 46 00:06:07,659 --> 00:06:11,788 The phone can't text, so you'll have to talk. 47 00:06:15,834 --> 00:06:17,544 You married? 48 00:06:20,922 --> 00:06:22,882 Kids? 49 00:06:25,343 --> 00:06:27,303 Me, too. 50 00:06:27,345 --> 00:06:30,015 Tommy, the one that brought you out, 51 00:06:30,056 --> 00:06:32,017 he's my son. 52 00:06:35,186 --> 00:06:39,524 If you let me, I will help you come back. 53 00:06:54,372 --> 00:06:56,416 You can. 54 00:07:00,378 --> 00:07:02,422 I did. 55 00:07:05,592 --> 00:07:07,719 Wayne on computer: But I am grateful for it. 56 00:07:09,971 --> 00:07:13,099 And I don't need to know how it works. 57 00:07:13,183 --> 00:07:15,060 I just need to know that the world... 58 00:07:17,270 --> 00:07:18,480 is in decay. 59 00:07:18,563 --> 00:07:22,484 And I can feel your pain coming off you 60 00:07:22,567 --> 00:07:26,237 in hot, throbbing waves. 61 00:07:26,321 --> 00:07:27,864 And I can take it. 62 00:07:29,115 --> 00:07:31,076 I can take it from you. 63 00:07:38,291 --> 00:07:39,751 Who wants a hug? 64 00:07:42,003 --> 00:07:43,421 What time is it? 65 00:07:43,463 --> 00:07:45,507 It's almost midnight. 66 00:07:45,590 --> 00:07:46,758 Go sleep in my bed. 67 00:07:46,800 --> 00:07:49,844 I'm gonna go back over there, be with her. 68 00:07:49,928 --> 00:07:51,971 You want me to make you a sandwich? 69 00:07:52,055 --> 00:07:53,848 No. 70 00:07:55,600 --> 00:07:57,560 You find the next hive yet? 71 00:07:57,602 --> 00:07:59,270 Don't call them that. 72 00:07:59,354 --> 00:08:01,147 Why? 73 00:08:01,231 --> 00:08:05,610 Because they're people, Tommy, not insects. 74 00:08:05,694 --> 00:08:08,071 I know they're people. 75 00:08:09,948 --> 00:08:11,908 I did hear of a house in Hackensack. 76 00:08:11,950 --> 00:08:14,953 It's got almost 30 members. 77 00:08:16,955 --> 00:08:21,334 You know, you just got to give yourself a few days, 78 00:08:21,418 --> 00:08:23,503 get yourself back. 79 00:08:23,586 --> 00:08:27,632 Myself back? 80 00:08:27,716 --> 00:08:30,677 I'm worried about you. 81 00:08:30,760 --> 00:08:32,971 They know your face now. 82 00:08:33,054 --> 00:08:34,806 Maybe you should try something else. 83 00:08:34,889 --> 00:08:36,307 They don't know shit. 84 00:08:36,391 --> 00:08:37,976 Chapters are spread all over. 85 00:08:38,018 --> 00:08:39,811 They don't talk to each other. 86 00:08:39,853 --> 00:08:41,980 Jesus, they don't talk at all. 87 00:08:45,400 --> 00:08:47,193 It only works from the inside. 88 00:08:47,277 --> 00:08:50,822 It's the only way for me to get them to trust me. 89 00:08:50,905 --> 00:08:53,658 The only way for me to get them to trust you. 90 00:08:56,536 --> 00:08:58,329 Fuck Hackensack. 91 00:09:01,624 --> 00:09:03,626 You go get 'em, kiddo. 92 00:09:07,630 --> 00:09:09,424 You ever miss it? 93 00:09:09,507 --> 00:09:11,926 - What? - The quiet. 94 00:09:14,804 --> 00:09:16,222 No. 95 00:09:41,873 --> 00:09:43,875 Susan: What is that? 96 00:09:46,670 --> 00:09:48,755 Sorry? 97 00:09:49,839 --> 00:09:52,050 What are you writing? 98 00:09:53,843 --> 00:09:56,054 Oh, it's a book. 99 00:10:19,577 --> 00:10:21,371 What's it about? 100 00:10:26,292 --> 00:10:28,003 It's about us. 101 00:10:37,429 --> 00:10:39,639 There she is. Dr. Ruth. 102 00:10:39,723 --> 00:10:41,182 Hey, good morning, Viktor. 103 00:10:41,266 --> 00:10:43,268 - You got a light? - I quit. 104 00:10:43,351 --> 00:10:46,771 Really? Me, too. Here, let me get this for you. 105 00:10:48,690 --> 00:10:51,651 So how's the counseling business? 106 00:10:51,735 --> 00:10:53,820 - So far so good. - Really? 107 00:10:53,903 --> 00:10:56,281 If you need anything else in the space, 108 00:10:56,364 --> 00:10:58,116 I got a guy who can rent you out some furniture. 109 00:10:58,199 --> 00:10:59,451 No, we're okay. We're okay. 110 00:10:59,534 --> 00:11:02,787 And, hey, I know-- I know it's a little late, 111 00:11:02,829 --> 00:11:04,748 but I'll have the check for you on Friday, okay? 112 00:11:04,789 --> 00:11:06,750 Yeah, all right. No problems. 113 00:11:06,791 --> 00:11:10,795 That's great. Yeah, uh, Laurie? 114 00:11:10,879 --> 00:11:14,132 It's gonna be an extra 200 here on out, okay? 115 00:11:14,215 --> 00:11:15,467 Why? 116 00:11:15,550 --> 00:11:16,968 Because this is a commercial building 117 00:11:17,052 --> 00:11:18,928 and you got people living there. 118 00:11:18,970 --> 00:11:20,972 No, no, sometimes I work late. 119 00:11:21,014 --> 00:11:24,184 Yeah, well, you know, these toilets, 120 00:11:24,267 --> 00:11:27,896 they can handle day poops, not night poops. 121 00:11:29,939 --> 00:11:33,735 Okay, look, I-- I'm writing a book. 122 00:11:33,818 --> 00:11:35,403 It's going really well, 123 00:11:35,487 --> 00:11:39,491 but, you know, money's just a little tight right now. 124 00:11:39,532 --> 00:11:44,871 Yeah, well, see if you can shake some loose. 125 00:11:46,122 --> 00:11:47,749 Okay. 126 00:11:47,832 --> 00:11:49,709 Are those bagels? 127 00:11:51,503 --> 00:11:53,505 Oh. 128 00:11:55,423 --> 00:11:58,301 Woman: Everybody walks around like nothing happened. 129 00:11:58,343 --> 00:11:59,844 They don't even think about it. 130 00:11:59,886 --> 00:12:02,389 Like they just had it erased or something. 131 00:12:02,472 --> 00:12:07,018 The stuff they care about just feels so stupid sometimes. 132 00:12:07,060 --> 00:12:09,521 What do you care about? 133 00:12:12,148 --> 00:12:14,442 My family. 134 00:12:14,526 --> 00:12:17,737 Was that a question? 'Cause your voice kind of went up at the end. 135 00:12:17,821 --> 00:12:20,156 Oh. 136 00:12:20,198 --> 00:12:22,826 We were eating dinner, it was nice. 137 00:12:22,867 --> 00:12:26,204 And then my husband said something, I said something back. 138 00:12:26,287 --> 00:12:28,540 And while I'm talking I'm thinking, 139 00:12:28,581 --> 00:12:30,208 "This is so fake. 140 00:12:30,291 --> 00:12:35,130 You're in someone else's movie and you're just saying lines." 141 00:12:35,213 --> 00:12:38,049 I felt... 142 00:12:38,133 --> 00:12:39,801 outside. 143 00:12:39,884 --> 00:12:42,470 Beats the fuck out of inside. 144 00:12:55,442 --> 00:12:57,235 You are not welcome here. 145 00:12:59,446 --> 00:13:01,698 - How'd they find us? - Doesn't matter. 146 00:13:01,740 --> 00:13:03,950 They can't hurt you now. 147 00:13:04,034 --> 00:13:06,161 They're cowards. 148 00:13:11,708 --> 00:13:14,127 You leave. 149 00:16:11,721 --> 00:16:14,599 And then after a while, he asked me if I wanted to come in. 150 00:16:17,268 --> 00:16:20,021 What did you talk about? 151 00:16:20,105 --> 00:16:23,191 How Kyle was doing. 152 00:16:24,734 --> 00:16:28,530 Glenn got him a tutor over the summer. 153 00:16:32,200 --> 00:16:36,121 And then he asked me if I was coming home. 154 00:16:38,289 --> 00:16:40,375 Sounds like you're surprised. 155 00:16:42,210 --> 00:16:44,004 I didn't think he'd want me to. 156 00:16:44,087 --> 00:16:46,214 But he does. 157 00:16:47,507 --> 00:16:48,883 Maybe. 158 00:16:48,967 --> 00:16:51,136 You don't believe him? 159 00:16:51,219 --> 00:16:54,264 He was just so nice. 160 00:16:57,017 --> 00:16:59,561 I mean, I was just gone 161 00:16:59,644 --> 00:17:03,273 for almost two months 162 00:17:03,314 --> 00:17:06,317 and it was just like water under the bridge. 163 00:17:11,156 --> 00:17:12,657 Because I know he's angry. 164 00:17:12,699 --> 00:17:16,411 You don't know that. Maybe he just wants you home. 165 00:17:17,245 --> 00:17:20,081 Yeah, but he's angry, too. 166 00:17:22,876 --> 00:17:24,627 Like you. 167 00:17:26,713 --> 00:17:29,132 I'm not angry. 168 00:17:33,678 --> 00:17:35,638 Okay. 169 00:17:42,604 --> 00:17:44,189 Susan... 170 00:17:50,445 --> 00:17:52,572 your family doesn't want to hit you. 171 00:17:54,199 --> 00:17:56,201 They want to forgive you. 172 00:18:04,709 --> 00:18:07,545 This is Howard. 173 00:18:07,629 --> 00:18:09,714 I told him it was safe here. 174 00:18:21,726 --> 00:18:23,561 Hello, Howard. 175 00:18:23,645 --> 00:18:25,397 I'm Laurie. 176 00:18:25,480 --> 00:18:29,067 Would you like to join us? 177 00:18:29,109 --> 00:18:30,276 Newscaster on TV: Resurrection? 178 00:18:30,360 --> 00:18:31,945 That's the claim from Australia 179 00:18:32,028 --> 00:18:35,782 as witnesses describe a man previously believed dead 180 00:18:35,865 --> 00:18:38,201 emerging from a cave in Wanneroo 181 00:18:38,243 --> 00:18:40,412 outside the city of Perth. 182 00:18:40,453 --> 00:18:42,664 Man: Walked out covered in mozzie bites, 183 00:18:42,747 --> 00:18:44,791 saying he'd just been in a hotel. 184 00:18:44,874 --> 00:18:47,669 Newscaster: The man, identified as David Burton-- 185 00:18:47,752 --> 00:18:50,380 I made you a grilled cheese. 186 00:19:04,269 --> 00:19:05,603 Jill texted you. 187 00:19:05,687 --> 00:19:07,605 You went through my phone? 188 00:19:07,647 --> 00:19:09,190 It was lying right there and it buzzed, 189 00:19:09,274 --> 00:19:11,609 and I couldn't help it. 190 00:19:15,196 --> 00:19:17,282 You two are meeting tomorrow? 191 00:19:17,365 --> 00:19:19,784 Can I drive you? 192 00:19:23,496 --> 00:19:25,832 She's not ready yet, Mom. 193 00:19:29,836 --> 00:19:32,964 If I wrote her a note, would you give it to her? 194 00:19:33,048 --> 00:19:34,632 Okay. 195 00:19:35,842 --> 00:19:37,761 Can I drive you? 196 00:19:38,595 --> 00:19:41,181 I promise, she won't even see me. 197 00:19:41,264 --> 00:19:44,559 It'll be like I'm not even there. 198 00:19:46,853 --> 00:19:48,730 Okay. 199 00:20:37,862 --> 00:20:38,988 What are you doing? 200 00:20:39,030 --> 00:20:42,283 Nothing. There was a-- it's nothing. 201 00:20:43,618 --> 00:20:45,829 Jill's happy. 202 00:20:45,870 --> 00:20:48,998 Did she take my letter? - Yeah. 203 00:20:49,040 --> 00:20:50,875 Yeah, she did. 204 00:21:32,250 --> 00:21:33,918 - What's going on? - The door's padlocked. 205 00:21:34,002 --> 00:21:36,171 They threw us out. They put all the stuff in the hallway. 206 00:21:36,254 --> 00:21:38,506 - No. - Susan: Where am I gonna stay? 207 00:21:38,590 --> 00:21:41,509 Tom: It's okay. We can meet at our apartment. We'll figure this out, okay? 208 00:21:41,593 --> 00:21:43,845 - Has anybody seen my laptop? - Are you sure it was in there, Mom? 209 00:21:43,928 --> 00:21:46,431 Yes, Tom. I was writing here this morning. 210 00:21:46,514 --> 00:21:49,309 And this is everything? This was everything in the hallway? 211 00:21:49,392 --> 00:21:50,810 Mom, Mom, calm down. 212 00:21:50,894 --> 00:21:53,480 My book was on it and I don't have a backup. 213 00:21:53,563 --> 00:21:55,440 You didn't email it to yourself? 214 00:21:56,649 --> 00:21:59,027 That motherfucker took it. 215 00:22:01,613 --> 00:22:03,865 I know I'm behind, but I can get you that money. 216 00:22:03,948 --> 00:22:05,784 I just need to move some things around. 217 00:22:07,535 --> 00:22:10,246 Okay, so as soon as you do, 218 00:22:10,288 --> 00:22:12,207 you can get your space back. 219 00:22:12,290 --> 00:22:13,708 - I need my laptop. - Your what? 220 00:22:13,792 --> 00:22:15,335 My laptop. It was in the office. 221 00:22:15,418 --> 00:22:16,753 It was on one of those cots. 222 00:22:16,795 --> 00:22:18,672 The cots no one's sleeping on? 223 00:22:18,755 --> 00:22:20,507 Mm-hmm. 224 00:22:20,590 --> 00:22:22,801 Viktor, look, I'm sorry. 225 00:22:24,344 --> 00:22:27,472 My work, the people that I'm helping, 226 00:22:27,555 --> 00:22:29,307 they need-- they-- I-- 227 00:22:29,349 --> 00:22:30,475 I shouldn't have lied to you. 228 00:22:30,558 --> 00:22:31,893 And I will get you that money. 229 00:22:31,976 --> 00:22:33,353 You can even have the laptop. 230 00:22:33,436 --> 00:22:35,814 I just need one file off of it-- my book. 231 00:22:35,855 --> 00:22:37,607 I just-- I can't write it again. 232 00:22:37,649 --> 00:22:40,443 I just cannot start over. 233 00:22:40,485 --> 00:22:42,904 If I give you your file back, 234 00:22:42,987 --> 00:22:46,449 that would be proof that I have your computer. 235 00:22:49,577 --> 00:22:51,329 - Is that your son? - Mm-hmm. 236 00:22:51,413 --> 00:22:55,083 Don't you want to go home tonight and tell him that you're a good man? 237 00:22:55,166 --> 00:22:58,044 That somebody asked for help and you gave it to them? 238 00:22:58,128 --> 00:22:59,671 My kid's an asshole. 239 00:23:01,673 --> 00:23:04,009 And I don't have your laptop. 240 00:24:47,612 --> 00:24:48,947 Boy: Mom! 241 00:24:50,907 --> 00:24:52,867 Mom! Mom! 242 00:24:55,453 --> 00:24:56,913 What the fuck? 243 00:25:04,295 --> 00:25:06,297 Hey! Hey! 244 00:25:06,339 --> 00:25:07,716 Who the fuck are you? 245 00:25:07,799 --> 00:25:10,760 What did you do in my house? Hey! - 246 00:25:12,429 --> 00:25:13,972 What the fuck? 247 00:27:16,720 --> 00:27:19,180 Laurie: Is your mattress soft? 248 00:27:19,264 --> 00:27:20,265 Sorry? 249 00:27:20,306 --> 00:27:22,767 Susan is used to sleeping on the floor 250 00:27:22,809 --> 00:27:24,060 and then a cot, 251 00:27:24,102 --> 00:27:26,646 so comfort takes some getting used to. 252 00:27:26,730 --> 00:27:29,107 Oh. Oh. 253 00:27:29,149 --> 00:27:31,234 It's one of those foam memory ones, 254 00:27:31,276 --> 00:27:33,695 you know, that adapts to your contours. 255 00:27:33,778 --> 00:27:38,033 Wow. That's fancy. 256 00:27:38,116 --> 00:27:41,703 Well, you might find Susan sleeping on the floor 257 00:27:41,786 --> 00:27:44,289 or on the couch, and if that happens, 258 00:27:44,372 --> 00:27:49,252 I would just gently encourage her to come back to bed. 259 00:27:49,294 --> 00:27:51,087 Yeah, I-- 260 00:27:51,129 --> 00:27:53,131 I can do that. 261 00:27:57,385 --> 00:27:59,888 What are you thinking? 262 00:28:01,723 --> 00:28:03,183 She gonna talk about it? 263 00:28:04,976 --> 00:28:09,439 Look, I don't want to say something that makes her leave again. 264 00:28:13,610 --> 00:28:17,447 My husband-- or my ex-husband Kevin-- 265 00:28:19,032 --> 00:28:22,869 he thought that I left because of him, too. 266 00:28:22,952 --> 00:28:25,080 Of course he did. I couldn't tell him otherwise. 267 00:28:31,294 --> 00:28:33,505 You didn't make her leave. 268 00:28:35,507 --> 00:28:37,300 They did. 269 00:28:40,845 --> 00:28:43,640 She's not gonna leave you again. 270 00:28:43,682 --> 00:28:46,059 And she's not gonna go back to them. 271 00:28:49,521 --> 00:28:51,856 Tell him. 272 00:28:56,695 --> 00:28:58,863 I'm not. 273 00:29:06,204 --> 00:29:08,206 Thank you. 274 00:29:08,248 --> 00:29:10,250 Welcome home. 275 00:29:11,918 --> 00:29:13,920 You want to follow me around, huh?! 276 00:29:14,004 --> 00:29:16,297 You want to stand outside my fucking house?! 277 00:29:16,381 --> 00:29:18,633 You want to say something to me, you little pussy? 278 00:29:18,717 --> 00:29:21,219 Talk! 279 00:29:21,261 --> 00:29:23,096 Fucking talk! 280 00:30:30,121 --> 00:30:32,415 Shh, shh. 281 00:30:32,457 --> 00:30:35,335 You don't have to do that. You don't have to-- 282 00:30:39,172 --> 00:30:40,757 Get the fuck off me! 283 00:30:40,799 --> 00:30:42,926 Hey, I didn't do-- get the fuck-- 284 00:30:42,967 --> 00:30:44,636 get off me! 285 00:30:44,678 --> 00:30:46,930 Motherfucker! Fuck you! 286 00:30:46,971 --> 00:30:48,098 Fuck you! Get-- 287 00:31:10,662 --> 00:31:14,040 - - 288 00:31:18,503 --> 00:31:21,715 - - 289 00:32:05,383 --> 00:32:09,304 Listen, you don't have to-- I didn't do anything. 290 00:32:21,316 --> 00:32:24,235 Wait, what are you-- what are you doing? 291 00:32:33,578 --> 00:32:35,205 You don't... 292 00:33:08,738 --> 00:33:10,240 Hey. 293 00:33:12,742 --> 00:33:14,411 Wait. 294 00:33:14,452 --> 00:33:16,454 Wait. 295 00:34:09,716 --> 00:34:12,510 Get the fuck off me! Get off me! 296 00:34:17,932 --> 00:34:19,851 Fuck you! Get off me! 297 00:34:19,934 --> 00:34:21,519 Get off me! 298 00:34:23,813 --> 00:34:24,814 Hey-- 299 00:34:24,856 --> 00:34:27,067 Fuck! 300 00:34:29,110 --> 00:34:30,403 Fuck! 301 00:34:59,933 --> 00:35:02,102 Please. 302 00:35:03,561 --> 00:35:05,480 Please don't. 303 00:35:21,246 --> 00:35:25,166 Tell your mom Meg says hello. 304 00:36:25,143 --> 00:36:26,936 Woman: It's a great piece. 305 00:36:26,978 --> 00:36:28,855 A special occasion? 306 00:36:28,938 --> 00:36:30,940 Oh, it's for a meeting. 307 00:36:32,317 --> 00:36:35,028 With a publisher. 308 00:36:35,111 --> 00:36:37,655 I wrote a book. 309 00:36:37,739 --> 00:36:39,366 I mean, I just sent it to some places. 310 00:36:39,449 --> 00:36:40,784 I wasn't holding my breath, you know? 311 00:36:40,825 --> 00:36:44,746 But then one called and wanted me to come in. 312 00:36:44,829 --> 00:36:48,041 So that's got to be good, right? 313 00:36:48,124 --> 00:36:49,876 It's got to be. 314 00:36:49,959 --> 00:36:52,462 Right, it's 849. 315 00:36:54,673 --> 00:36:56,925 What's your return policy? 316 00:37:04,015 --> 00:37:05,350 Who's Meg? 317 00:37:05,392 --> 00:37:07,977 - What? - Who's Meg? 318 00:37:08,019 --> 00:37:09,896 What? Why aren't you at the New Rochelle house? 319 00:37:09,979 --> 00:37:12,148 Who is she, Mom?! 320 00:37:12,190 --> 00:37:15,902 S-she's a woman in-- in Mapleton. 321 00:37:15,985 --> 00:37:20,407 I-- when I was on the inside, they had me recruit her. 322 00:37:20,490 --> 00:37:23,618 I haven't really seen her since I got out. 323 00:37:23,702 --> 00:37:26,705 - You recruited her? - Yeah. 324 00:37:28,206 --> 00:37:29,708 Like you recruited me? 325 00:37:29,791 --> 00:37:32,544 - Tommy, that's not-- - It's fucking useless, you know? 326 00:37:32,585 --> 00:37:35,213 - What? - The program! The meetings! 327 00:37:35,255 --> 00:37:36,631 What we're doing! 328 00:37:36,715 --> 00:37:39,134 - It's not working, Mom. - Honey, tell me what happened. 329 00:37:39,217 --> 00:37:41,386 What happened is I'm in there. I'm in there with them. 330 00:37:41,469 --> 00:37:44,014 But you forgot what it's like. They make sense. 331 00:37:44,055 --> 00:37:46,683 - They know something. - No, that's it. You're done. 332 00:37:46,725 --> 00:37:49,394 You're done. You are not going back in there. 333 00:37:49,477 --> 00:37:51,688 And you don't need to. 334 00:37:51,730 --> 00:37:54,107 They are going to publish my book, Tommy. 335 00:37:54,190 --> 00:37:57,694 And when people read about what's going on in those houses, 336 00:37:57,736 --> 00:37:58,570 we will win. 337 00:37:58,653 --> 00:38:00,238 We are going to beat them. 338 00:38:00,280 --> 00:38:02,949 This is working. 339 00:38:03,033 --> 00:38:05,243 Sweetie... 340 00:38:05,326 --> 00:38:07,996 this is working. 341 00:38:37,275 --> 00:38:38,818 Morning. 342 00:38:38,902 --> 00:38:40,695 Morning. 343 00:38:57,087 --> 00:38:59,714 - - 344 00:39:15,563 --> 00:39:18,608 Glenn: Come on, what did he think I meant? 345 00:39:18,650 --> 00:39:21,653 The guy's got ignorance down to an art form. 346 00:39:21,736 --> 00:39:24,114 Shit, I mean science. 347 00:39:24,155 --> 00:39:25,490 Down to a science. 348 00:39:25,532 --> 00:39:27,659 I mean, you can't be responsible for anything 349 00:39:27,701 --> 00:39:29,828 if you say you don't understand it. 350 00:39:29,869 --> 00:39:31,663 You know? 351 00:39:31,705 --> 00:39:33,498 But you try and pin him down about it, 352 00:39:33,581 --> 00:39:35,041 then he just looks at you. 353 00:39:35,125 --> 00:39:38,670 And he's like, "Well, why do you care so much anyway?" 354 00:39:38,753 --> 00:39:41,506 Then you're on the defensive just like that. 355 00:39:43,299 --> 00:39:45,635 I don't know. 356 00:39:48,221 --> 00:39:51,016 Just praying for the day that he gets transferred. 357 00:39:54,644 --> 00:39:57,022 Whole place would be better off. 358 00:40:52,744 --> 00:40:53,953 Honey, you're in the wrong lane. 359 00:40:54,037 --> 00:40:56,414 Whoa, hey! No, you can't. 360 00:40:56,456 --> 00:40:58,875 Susan, it's the wrong lane! Susan, stop! 361 00:40:58,917 --> 00:41:01,628 It's the wrong lane. Stop! Jesus Christ! 362 00:41:01,711 --> 00:41:03,922 Stop! 363 00:41:14,808 --> 00:41:16,184 Receptionist: Hi, may I help you? 364 00:41:16,267 --> 00:41:20,230 Yes, I have an 11:00 appointment with Peter Benedetto. 365 00:41:20,271 --> 00:41:21,940 It's Laurie Garvey. 366 00:41:22,023 --> 00:41:23,274 Great. 367 00:41:24,567 --> 00:41:27,821 - - Laurie's here. 368 00:41:27,904 --> 00:41:29,614 Okay. 369 00:41:30,657 --> 00:41:32,742 They'll be ready for you in just a few minutes. 370 00:41:32,784 --> 00:41:34,577 You can have a seat right there. 371 00:41:38,957 --> 00:41:41,167 Can I get you something to drink? 372 00:41:41,251 --> 00:41:43,920 Uh, no. I'm great. 373 00:41:45,296 --> 00:41:47,215 They love your book. 374 00:41:48,842 --> 00:41:51,302 - They do? - Oh, yeah. 375 00:41:51,386 --> 00:41:52,971 Big time. 376 00:42:06,484 --> 00:42:08,319 Hi, it's Laurie. 377 00:42:09,738 --> 00:42:11,865 I'm sorry, what? 378 00:42:13,241 --> 00:42:15,410 Uh, no. I-- 379 00:42:15,493 --> 00:42:17,662 I-- can you-- 380 00:42:17,746 --> 00:42:20,248 I need you to slow down and say that again. 381 00:42:26,212 --> 00:42:28,214 Do you know if they're-- 382 00:42:32,093 --> 00:42:34,304 Okay. 383 00:42:34,346 --> 00:42:36,097 Okay, I'll try-- 384 00:42:37,640 --> 00:42:40,185 Okay. No, I-- 385 00:42:40,268 --> 00:42:42,187 I'll call you back. 386 00:42:48,985 --> 00:42:51,363 I'm-- I'm so sorry. I'm gonna have to-- 387 00:42:51,446 --> 00:42:54,199 I just found out a friend of mine was in an accident. 388 00:42:54,282 --> 00:42:56,201 Laurie. Peter. 389 00:42:56,284 --> 00:42:59,829 I'm not kidding, I've been waiting for this all week. 390 00:42:59,871 --> 00:43:01,498 Ready to come on back? 391 00:43:01,539 --> 00:43:04,042 - Sure. - Come on. Come on. 392 00:43:04,084 --> 00:43:06,252 Well, Laurie, I should tell you 393 00:43:06,336 --> 00:43:09,381 we almost never accept unsolicited material, 394 00:43:09,464 --> 00:43:12,717 but Kerry here is the queen of the slush pile 395 00:43:12,801 --> 00:43:14,219 and she came to me and she said, 396 00:43:14,302 --> 00:43:18,139 "I think I may have just read the next 'What's Next.'" 397 00:43:18,223 --> 00:43:20,600 You know "What's Next," right? 398 00:43:20,684 --> 00:43:23,311 Patrick Johansen. 399 00:43:23,395 --> 00:43:25,355 Oh, yes. Of course. 400 00:43:25,397 --> 00:43:28,733 Yeah, it was a huge book. Inspirational. 401 00:43:28,817 --> 00:43:31,236 People wanted to know how he was able to move on. 402 00:43:31,319 --> 00:43:35,532 And you, you're coming at this from a completely different angle. 403 00:43:35,615 --> 00:43:39,035 - - The whole cult thing from an insider's perspective. 404 00:43:39,077 --> 00:43:41,329 - I love it. - I'm so sorry. 405 00:43:41,371 --> 00:43:43,581 Let me just put this on silent. 406 00:43:43,665 --> 00:43:45,917 Hey, there's a great alt title. 407 00:43:45,959 --> 00:43:48,211 "Let Me Just Put This On Silent." 408 00:43:50,213 --> 00:43:54,175 So listen, Laurie, as soon as we have a deal locked in, 409 00:43:54,259 --> 00:43:56,720 I want you and Martin to sit down together. 410 00:43:56,761 --> 00:44:00,515 He did "What's Next," "Departure 3.0." 411 00:44:00,598 --> 00:44:02,100 He's a great editor. 412 00:44:02,142 --> 00:44:04,102 And he's got some terrific ideas. 413 00:44:04,185 --> 00:44:08,606 Help you sharpen the edges. Get some clarity to it. 414 00:44:08,690 --> 00:44:10,025 Clarity? 415 00:44:10,108 --> 00:44:12,861 Um, yeah. Like the smoking. 416 00:44:12,944 --> 00:44:16,322 You never really explain why they make you smoke all the time. 417 00:44:16,406 --> 00:44:20,035 Because it was never really explained to me. 418 00:44:20,118 --> 00:44:24,914 Martin: Yeah, but they have a story, right? 419 00:44:26,624 --> 00:44:28,293 I don't understand. 420 00:44:28,335 --> 00:44:31,087 A story. A myth. 421 00:44:31,129 --> 00:44:36,009 A rule book that says do this this way or else. 422 00:44:36,092 --> 00:44:38,219 Like for instance, the Catholics believe 423 00:44:38,303 --> 00:44:40,930 that Christ died on the cross for our sins. 424 00:44:40,972 --> 00:44:43,224 The Branch Davidians believe that God 425 00:44:43,308 --> 00:44:46,519 told David Koresh to fuck his own daughters. 426 00:44:46,603 --> 00:44:48,146 This wing nut in Australia 427 00:44:48,229 --> 00:44:51,149 says that he went to the other side and he can't die. 428 00:44:51,232 --> 00:44:54,694 We know what the Guilty Remnant does, 429 00:44:54,778 --> 00:44:57,322 but what do they believe? 430 00:45:00,116 --> 00:45:02,202 They believe the world ended. 431 00:45:05,330 --> 00:45:07,207 Okay, all right. All right, great. 432 00:45:07,290 --> 00:45:09,918 So that's-- you and Martin will work on that. 433 00:45:10,001 --> 00:45:13,296 But the bigger issue 434 00:45:13,338 --> 00:45:17,509 is we've got to put some feeling into this thing. 435 00:45:18,968 --> 00:45:21,513 - Sorry? - Feeling. 436 00:45:21,596 --> 00:45:23,223 Emotion. 437 00:45:23,306 --> 00:45:26,726 I mean, there's some heartbreaking stuff in here. 438 00:45:28,520 --> 00:45:30,397 Um... 439 00:45:30,480 --> 00:45:31,523 The lighter. 440 00:45:31,564 --> 00:45:33,650 The lighter. 441 00:45:33,692 --> 00:45:35,360 From your daughter 442 00:45:35,443 --> 00:45:39,030 with the engraving "Please come home, Mom." 443 00:45:39,072 --> 00:45:41,533 It said "Don't forget me." 444 00:45:41,574 --> 00:45:42,826 Even better. 445 00:45:42,909 --> 00:45:46,871 See, Laurie, that's what this book wants to be. 446 00:45:46,913 --> 00:45:48,873 If you want people to connect with it, 447 00:45:48,957 --> 00:45:51,251 you have to tell them how it felt. 448 00:45:51,334 --> 00:45:53,878 How what felt? 449 00:45:53,920 --> 00:45:56,548 The realization. 450 00:45:56,631 --> 00:45:58,049 When you figured out that these people 451 00:45:58,091 --> 00:46:01,052 that you left your family for are fucking whack jobs. 452 00:46:02,679 --> 00:46:05,557 Okay. 453 00:46:05,640 --> 00:46:07,892 Oh, your daughter, um... 454 00:46:07,934 --> 00:46:10,228 - Jill. - Jill, yes. 455 00:46:10,311 --> 00:46:12,105 The fire. 456 00:46:12,188 --> 00:46:15,316 My God, when I read that, I couldn't believe it. 457 00:46:15,400 --> 00:46:17,068 But the fact-checkers said you were there. 458 00:46:17,152 --> 00:46:21,865 And Jill, she was there because these people had you brainwashed, right? 459 00:46:21,906 --> 00:46:25,201 Then they got you to let your own daughter into the house 460 00:46:25,243 --> 00:46:27,037 so that you would burn together. 461 00:46:27,078 --> 00:46:30,081 But then you break free. 462 00:46:30,123 --> 00:46:32,083 And when you finally speak 463 00:46:32,125 --> 00:46:35,253 for the first time in, what was it, a year, 464 00:46:35,295 --> 00:46:37,881 you shout Jill's name to your husband, 465 00:46:37,922 --> 00:46:40,800 the same guy these people made you divorce. 466 00:46:40,884 --> 00:46:43,261 And he goes running in. 467 00:46:43,345 --> 00:46:46,806 I mean, she's in there because of you. 468 00:46:46,890 --> 00:46:49,934 But you can't save her. 469 00:46:50,018 --> 00:46:52,103 He's the one to save her 470 00:46:52,145 --> 00:46:55,774 because all you can do is stand there and watch. 471 00:46:55,857 --> 00:46:59,444 And I know all of this, Laurie, because you put it in your book. 472 00:46:59,527 --> 00:47:03,198 But what I don't know, Laurie, and what I need to know... 473 00:47:04,824 --> 00:47:07,077 is how you feel about it. 474 00:47:31,476 --> 00:47:33,395 Officer: Garvey. 475 00:47:53,498 --> 00:47:55,500 They like my book. 476 00:48:32,120 --> 00:48:35,999 What she did, it wasn't our fault. 477 00:48:37,000 --> 00:48:39,711 She was fucked up, Mom. We tried. 478 00:48:41,046 --> 00:48:43,381 They won't jump out of the way. 479 00:48:45,383 --> 00:48:47,218 - What? - I don't want to hurt them, 480 00:48:47,260 --> 00:48:50,221 but they won't jump out of the way. 481 00:48:54,392 --> 00:48:58,605 Mom, I know you're fucked up, 482 00:48:58,688 --> 00:49:00,982 but everyone's back at our place right now 483 00:49:01,066 --> 00:49:04,235 and they're all losing their shit. 484 00:49:04,277 --> 00:49:07,030 So can you keep yours together? 485 00:49:11,159 --> 00:49:13,953 Why are we losing? 486 00:49:14,037 --> 00:49:16,373 Because they're giving them something. 487 00:49:16,414 --> 00:49:19,584 We can strip it away, but once it's gone, 488 00:49:19,626 --> 00:49:23,004 we have nothing to put back in its place. 489 00:49:30,178 --> 00:49:32,722 Well, let's give them something. 490 00:49:39,270 --> 00:49:42,232 Laurie: Therapists have a lot of rules. 491 00:49:42,273 --> 00:49:44,943 Only one really matters-- 492 00:49:45,026 --> 00:49:46,778 don't talk about yourself. 493 00:49:49,614 --> 00:49:52,951 I spent the first weeks after the Departure 494 00:49:53,034 --> 00:49:56,246 just waiting. 495 00:49:57,789 --> 00:49:59,874 I'm still waiting. 496 00:49:59,958 --> 00:50:02,335 We all are. 497 00:50:04,212 --> 00:50:06,798 I had a patient who said she could 498 00:50:06,840 --> 00:50:10,760 feel that something terrible was gonna happen. 499 00:50:10,802 --> 00:50:13,138 And it did. 500 00:50:13,221 --> 00:50:16,057 So the next time I saw her a few months later, 501 00:50:16,141 --> 00:50:20,937 she was wearing white, smoking a cigarette. 502 00:50:20,979 --> 00:50:24,024 She knew I was afraid 503 00:50:24,107 --> 00:50:28,528 and confused and alone. 504 00:50:30,864 --> 00:50:35,160 And the next thing I knew, I was screaming my daughter's name 505 00:50:35,243 --> 00:50:37,662 thinking that I had killed her. 506 00:50:45,045 --> 00:50:47,464 Her name is Jill. 507 00:50:49,507 --> 00:50:52,469 And I don't think she'll ever speak to me again. 508 00:51:01,061 --> 00:51:02,937 But there is another story. 509 00:51:05,190 --> 00:51:07,734 It's one that I've kept to myself 510 00:51:07,817 --> 00:51:09,861 because I had to 511 00:51:09,944 --> 00:51:12,364 to protect my son. 512 00:51:15,784 --> 00:51:17,619 Tell them. 513 00:51:19,037 --> 00:51:21,206 Tell them, Tommy. 514 00:51:23,291 --> 00:51:25,293 They need you to. 515 00:51:34,552 --> 00:51:37,055 Have you heard of Holy Wayne? 516 00:51:37,138 --> 00:51:39,224 Yeah. 517 00:51:39,307 --> 00:51:42,143 He said he could take people's pain away. 518 00:51:42,227 --> 00:51:43,853 I didn't believe him at first, 519 00:51:43,895 --> 00:51:46,064 but then I saw him do it. 520 00:51:46,106 --> 00:51:49,526 He would just hug them and they'd be okay. 521 00:51:52,946 --> 00:51:54,781 I don't know why, 522 00:51:54,864 --> 00:51:56,741 I don't know why him, 523 00:51:56,783 --> 00:51:59,411 but I know it worked. 524 00:51:59,494 --> 00:52:01,663 So I followed him wherever he went 525 00:52:01,746 --> 00:52:05,041 and I did whatever he asked of me. 526 00:52:05,083 --> 00:52:06,918 And then they came to kill him. 527 00:52:10,463 --> 00:52:14,134 We got away, but we had to split up. 528 00:52:14,217 --> 00:52:16,845 He asked me to protect this girl, 529 00:52:16,928 --> 00:52:19,431 a pregnant girl. 530 00:52:21,057 --> 00:52:23,601 She gave birth 531 00:52:23,643 --> 00:52:26,187 and then she just left the baby. 532 00:52:26,271 --> 00:52:30,108 Just abandoned it in a fucking rest stop bathroom. 533 00:52:30,150 --> 00:52:32,944 The baby, she was crying and I didn't know what to do. 534 00:52:32,986 --> 00:52:34,904 I was alone. 535 00:52:36,489 --> 00:52:38,783 So I looked up at the ceiling 536 00:52:38,825 --> 00:52:40,702 and said, "Help." 537 00:52:41,953 --> 00:52:43,913 Not to God. 538 00:52:43,955 --> 00:52:46,458 Not to anyone. I just said it. 539 00:52:49,878 --> 00:52:53,548 10 seconds later, there's a knock on the door. 540 00:52:55,800 --> 00:52:58,470 It was Wayne. 541 00:52:58,511 --> 00:53:01,056 I don't know how he found me. 542 00:53:01,139 --> 00:53:03,725 Nobody knew where I was. 543 00:53:03,808 --> 00:53:06,603 The baby stopped crying and... 544 00:53:08,229 --> 00:53:10,106 he told me where to take her. 545 00:53:10,148 --> 00:53:12,817 She'd be safe. 546 00:53:14,235 --> 00:53:16,613 And then he said he was gonna die. 547 00:53:18,198 --> 00:53:20,492 Yeah. 548 00:53:20,533 --> 00:53:24,454 I asked him when and he said tomorrow. 549 00:53:26,164 --> 00:53:29,668 I asked him why he wasn't afraid. 550 00:53:29,709 --> 00:53:31,503 And he said, 551 00:53:31,544 --> 00:53:34,673 "I haven't been afraid in a real long time." 552 00:53:37,801 --> 00:53:40,512 Then he told me one more thing. 553 00:53:41,971 --> 00:53:46,559 He said if I accepted it, that I could do what he did. 554 00:53:46,643 --> 00:53:48,853 I could take people's pain away. 555 00:53:50,605 --> 00:53:53,692 But there'd be a price. 556 00:53:53,733 --> 00:53:56,695 There's always a price, though. 557 00:53:57,987 --> 00:54:00,740 But I wanted it anyway. 558 00:54:00,824 --> 00:54:03,368 I wanted to do what he could do. 559 00:54:03,451 --> 00:54:06,246 I wanted to be... 560 00:54:06,329 --> 00:54:07,872 something. 561 00:54:11,042 --> 00:54:13,461 So I said yes. 562 00:54:16,214 --> 00:54:20,510 And he wrapped his arms around me 563 00:54:20,552 --> 00:54:23,680 and I felt everything I was, 564 00:54:23,722 --> 00:54:27,225 everything I ever would be. 565 00:54:27,267 --> 00:54:31,771 And I felt it get born and die 566 00:54:31,855 --> 00:54:35,358 over and over again. 567 00:54:37,027 --> 00:54:39,904 And then he let go. 568 00:54:42,407 --> 00:54:45,285 I'm sorry. 569 00:54:45,368 --> 00:54:48,621 I'm so sorry. 570 00:54:49,664 --> 00:54:51,624 I've been afraid to use it. 571 00:54:53,501 --> 00:54:56,463 Been afraid of what it was. 572 00:54:58,256 --> 00:55:00,925 Of what it would become. 573 00:55:01,009 --> 00:55:03,803 But I can't let you hurt anymore. 574 00:55:07,223 --> 00:55:09,768 I can't be afraid anymore. 575 00:55:15,982 --> 00:55:17,942 So... 576 00:55:29,079 --> 00:55:31,623 who wants a hug? 577 00:55:38,546 --> 00:55:42,384 ♪ I pray ♪ 578 00:55:44,260 --> 00:55:47,847 ♪ My soul to keep ♪ 579 00:55:54,187 --> 00:55:56,398 ♪ As I lay me down ♪ 580 00:56:00,527 --> 00:56:02,904 ♪ As I lay me down ♪ 581 00:56:08,451 --> 00:56:10,495 ♪ Jesus ♪ 582 00:56:12,038 --> 00:56:13,998 ♪ I'm calling ♪ 583 00:56:15,500 --> 00:56:17,127 ♪ I'm calling ♪ 584 00:56:17,168 --> 00:56:18,795 ♪ I'm calling ♪ 585 00:56:18,837 --> 00:56:24,926 ♪ I'm calling you ♪ 586 00:56:26,678 --> 00:56:29,472 ♪ Jesus. ♪